Oh Poo

It has been confirmed,

All of the managers at STC have taken note of and commented on my anger.

This is a real problem.

I don't even want this job. I don't even like it. I'm sick of ticketing FOR THEM, I'm sick of their damn patrons and deals and rentals and whatnot. This is not a real job. I hate it. I hate it I hate it I hate it!

All this HATE combined with the fact that I cannot leave. I cannot. I am trapped. By rent, by student loans (which are about as much as rent), by the need for health care. Trapped. And I hate feeling trapped more than anything in the world. And I'm there. And it sucks!

If I had a choice, I would still be PT at the Folger and being paid PT by WSC with a POSSIBLE PT on the side. But situation being what it is with the NEED for the extra $550 (yes that's the real number) per month for Student loans, I actually NEED a FT job with bennies.

Allow me to do the math: (less tax obviously) $800 p/m from WSC. what would have been $800 p/m from Folger. And yet that is not enough, and I NEED the extra $1300 that STC brings me to pay for everything else.
Rent costs $650 starting next month. Travel is around $100, food I'm trying to stick to $250, Health related stuff is around $100, and misc expenses for small things like dinners out, books, movies... a measly $100 per month. If ONLY the budget worked I MIGHT be able to make it work.

Perhaps I will talk to WSC again, perhaps this time around the Board will realize how very important I am to the success of this move and this company and pay me FT. I could do it.

Fuck.