Thursday, October 22, 2009

Bi-monthly bitch-fest

Do I even keep trying?

Things keep happening and I keep not knowing about them. I hate Hate HATE how stuff in this town works mostly by being in the right place at the right time. I support theatres, I see their shows, I pay what I can and spread the good word of mouth, I upkeep my internet socialality, I occasionally step out with people who remember I exist BUT WHAT AM I MISSING?!

Granted, for 2 weekends I had responsibilities that kept me from volunteering for projects for a company I really want to work for, and even kept me from seeing the shows, THIS TIME. But everywhere else I see the same people getting asked in again and again and I'm still struggling to be seen. Readings are all I can even hope for this season since everything's cast and I missed the cut.

So just tell me what I'm doing wrong. I can change. I want to change. What I don't want to do is metro all the way across DC for drinks (which I can't afford). That's about it. So go on. Tell me what I'm missing. PLEASE.

1 comment:

Allie said...

I don't think you're missing anything! I have faith in you CSmith. Keep up being amazing and good things will come your way. I know they will!